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Why Does My Spouse Make Me So Angry?

Four insights that changed my marriage
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I muttered to myself, "If only Larry would be the man I expected, I wouldn't be so angry. It's his fault." We'd been married seven years and I feared our marriage wouldn't survive. I pleaded with God to change Larry—to make him work less and not be so interested in his flying hobby. Every time he flew without me, my anger increased. I repeated over and over, "It's all his fault!"

But then God began to change my perspective and as a result, he brought healing and joy into our marriage. If your spouse makes you "so angry," you might want to consider the insights God gave me.

I'm responsible for my anger

For most of my life, I'd blamed others for my anger. "If only they wouldn't do …" or "If only they would do …" But God began to show me verses like Ephesians 4:29, 31-32. "Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths … Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate …" Paul used verbs that were commands, which meant I could choose to obey. It wasn't out of my control.

None of those verses say, "If your spouse treats you right, do not let any unwholesome talk …" or "If your spouse meets your needs, be kind and compassionate." There were no possible justifications. I was responsible for my reactions and if I claimed to be a Christian, I had the Holy Spirit's power to be patient as a fruit of the Spirit. As a result, I began to hold myself accountable.

Taking responsibility for my anger meant humbling myself and asking forgiveness from God and Larry. Though extremely difficult in the beginning, I was more motivated to recognize when I started to become angry in order to avoid needing to ask forgiveness. Learning to catch myself confirmed that I could choose to be angry—or not!

My spouse isn't a reflection of me

When Larry and I were with others, my mind rumbled, Why did he say that? or I can't believe he did that. Even though he was directing his actions toward others, I felt angry. If he was gruff with someone, I felt bad and would step in to make things better. If he seemed unconcerned about someone's situation, I went overboard asking them about it. It seemed like I spent a lot of thought and energy trying to make up for what I believed he lacked. And I felt angry because it seemed to put me in a bad light.

Then I began to question, Why am I feeling angry when he didn't even do those things to me? I was acting as though he was a direct reflection of me and I took it personally. When he didn't "perform" the way I thought he should and other people seemed unhappy, I felt like they judged me. After all I criticized other wives for not controlling their husbands. I thought getting angry at Larry would motivate him to change—thus would protect my image.

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Danielle

March 21, 2014  6:09pm

This article kind of makes me angry. I think that putting my head in the clouds so to speak will not help my marriage. I have been patient, caring, hard working, loving, sexy and in return I have a husband who won't initiate any activity with me (intimate or vacation, etc). Everything we do for fun is always my idea. His idea for fun is working or watching TV. I'm getting very bored and very angry. thinking on Jesus is great and has helped me through a lot in life but in this article it reads more like just keep being a doormat. I'm more thinking about a divorce now.

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jon

July 08, 2013  9:58pm

i get angry all the time with my wife , we have been married for 12 years , lots of problems & its from both of us , i hate the fact i talk to her like i am , she also makes comments back , our physical has never been what i is supposed to be , months at a time she will not want to be with me , its caused me to stray , i resent my self or this , what am i to do ? we are Friends thats about it , any thoughts please help , its not an easy thing

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Carol

July 03, 2013  7:18am

Great article. I googled "Do I have a right to be angry with my husband?" and your article popped up. It came at the right time because I was angry with my husband this morning. He is helping another woman out, long story, but I feel angry at him for helping other women because when we met he did the same thing for me. We have been married almost 20 years now and we still truly love each other. I just think he doesn't know it upsets me because in the back of my mind I think he is going to leave me for this other woman. I know now I have no right to be angry at him but this is only an insecurity that I have. GOD has been good to me to bless me with a husband who cares about other people but I still wish he didn't feel the need to be other women's problem solvers but then again, this is not his problem it is mine and I need strength from God to deal with it.

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